is hard to say what is my type, but in putting it simple, I wrote the poem
He should be
responsible, loves to travel and be around me in my good and bad times...
I love to dance but I don't expect you to. I do not care if you smoke or drink
but as long as non-drug related smokes, then I will compromise. I do require
that you respect me as whom I am and understand that a relationship works
One more important
thing, is that understanding my family background would help strenghten the
relationship, so I encourage you, if interested in dating me :P, check out
my family history a bit.
I'm now no longer
dating this person whom I felt a strong intense bond with, it's Greg P., a
friend I've known for over 5 years and a partner I wanted to share with for
many years down. During the time we dated and spent together, I've learned
so much from him. He had inspired me and we have worked together to achieve
a goal, to create a great business together: Media Design Imaging, which we
have seen the planted seeds to be blossom one by one (even moved the office
to a big location to accommodte the demands). Since May 1998, our love for
each other increased everyday, it's funny how nervious I get everytime I go
to his house, and it's interesting to see how excited we both get everytime
we meet, it's like the first date or something...
We both have
poured our souls into each other, growing, understanding, communicating from
start to now. Like in all relationships, this one is build with trust, respect,
understanding, compromising and love. And like many other couples, we do have
our ups and downs, but we learned that during our downs, we communicate and
overcome the problem, as we have a commitment to each other and to ourselves
to make things work.
I've dated many
times in my past, and loved and being loved, yet, the intensity of this relationship
makes me feel that it is not only a bond of physical attraction, but also
of a spiritual level. We are very linked to a point, even we have differences,
we understand each other where we are coming from. Perhaps this is the soulmate
as I see, for we bond together mentally, physically, and spiritually, it's
a completeness of 2 soul into one. I felt very complete to be with him...
there were a few unspoken words that hidden within this relationship that
I was not aware of and never given a chance to communicate, it build up to
a degree that now it seems impossible for it to be changed. I know it can
be fixed, but it will be a work for both of us. Now it ended... I'm very sad,
depressed and not being able to do things right, and as a person who parted
many times in the past, I know this would hurt me the most. Although my physical
is walking, my brain and heart is dead at sea...
The only thing
that makes me continue moving forward is knowing that someday, in the future,
he will want to be with me or perhaps I will find a great guy. In our life,
we have opportunities to meet with many people who will be our soulmates.
turning better than I expect, just after a few months, after my birthday in
2001, I've met a special someone, I didn't want to claim that we are dating
but through 2 months of getting to know each other and learning, I am happy
to say we are dating. What's going to happen in the future? We don't know,
we will just saviour what we have now and enjoy the moment like a Icelander
I've met in Los Angeles during one of my trip, to enjoy what we have cause
it is what made it workthwhile living...
changed, we all changed
it's time to move on again for the quest of love.
The pain is hard but it will become
a lesson to learn and a memory to treasure.